Learning Life with Pain

I have learned to type instead of write. I have learned to voice type instead of hand type. I have learned to use my arms to carry things instead of my hands. I have learned to use a stroller instead of a walker. I have learned to use help for cleaning dishes so they don't break. I have learned to bring a chair instead of stand. I have learned to accept being dropped off instead of walking. I have learned to accept help instead of carrying my baby. I have learned good hair days are different than clean hair days. I have learned to use a wagon to move things in the house. I have learned to wait alone instead of walk with a group. I have learned to accept help in washing my hair. I have learned that makeup isn't always worth the work. I have learned a rolled towel can help hold a baby bottle. I have learned to avoid things if there is too much walking. I have learned to nap instead of sleep. I have learned to use my elbows to change a diaper. I have learned to drive with my left foot instead of my right foot. I have learned to take a Lyft instead of drive at all. I have learned that waterproof makeup is a necessity for tears. I have learned to wait in the car for quick errands. I have learned to use drive up stores instead of regular stores. I have learned almost anything can be ordered online. I have learned putting my thoughts down is important for me. I have learned my family will do so much for me. But, by far, the most difficult thing I have learned is how to laugh and smile through the pain. To try to focus on the present without focusing on the pain. It is so much easier to stay in bed and cry, but then I miss moments of life - important moments I will remember forever. Because I laugh and because I smile does not mean I have no pain. It just means I chose my family over the pain. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."(Phil 4:13) Just sometimes I have to figure out how to do it differently. #pain #chronicpain #crps #relearninglife #accommodations #parentingwithpain #lovingwithpain #laughingwithpain #livingwithpain #livelaughlove #phil413 #strength #endure #ineffablepain