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SCS Trial - Day After (5/5)
Today has been a sick kind of hell. It's as if the CRPS beast realized I had been sucking out its life force these last few days and...

Kim Bryan
Feb 16, 20202 min read


SCS Trial - Removal Day (4/5)
I can't believe how fast the time actually went! I was dreading all the limitations: the wires, the neck brace, the soreness, the "no...

Kim Bryan
Feb 16, 20202 min read


SCS Trial - Day 3 (3/5)
"Control the thing you can control " Somehow, either in my sleep or in my purse the darn thing changed the settings to a lower level....

Kim Bryan
Feb 16, 20201 min read


SCS Trial Day 2 (2/5)
"With my mind on my snuggie and my snuggie on my mind..." DAY 2 Last night's sleep was pretty darn good, especially considering I was...

Kim Bryan
Feb 16, 20203 min read


SCS Trial - Surgery Day (1/5)
"Today is a New Beginning" That is definitely the understatement of the year so far. Today I had my surgery for my Spinal Cord Stimulator...

Kim Bryan
Feb 7, 20204 min read


Invisible Illnesses
CRPS can be visible. When I use a cane. When I have sores all over my arms. When I use a wheelchair. When I need to use compression...

Kim Bryan
Feb 3, 20203 min read


Frida Kahlo is My Favorite
I am sure her struggle with pain is why I am especially drawn to her now. I always had an affinity toward her paintings and her fiery...

Kim Bryan
Jan 16, 20201 min read


It's happening.... my SCS story.
Spinal Cord Stimulators (SCS) have incredible success rates. Numbers that even a worker's comp insurance company likes. Initially, I said...

Kim Bryan
Jan 16, 20202 min read


CRPS... & Pregnant!
Here is the email I sent to my staff when I had to first go out on leave: I have great news and I have bad news. The great news is that...

Kim Bryan
Jan 11, 20202 min read


The Inhumanity of Worker's Comp
You may or may not know that my CRPS developed from a work injury. That's neither here nor there at this point. And, I am not trying to...

Kim Bryan
Dec 17, 20193 min read


Things to Do When You Feel Like Poop & Your Kids Are Acting Like Turds.
Let's be real. Sometimes my kids can be little shits whose goal becomes sucking life out of me when I am already down and out for the...

Kim Bryan
Dec 16, 20193 min read


10 Gift ideas for the Chronically Ill
I know the title says "chronically ill" but these ideas are good for people with chronic pain, who are on bed rest, who have chronic...

Kim Bryan
Nov 14, 20194 min read


Happy CRPS Awareness Day!
It's fitting that my body is making me very aware of my CRPS today. I woke up in pain. I hadn't even gotten out of bed yet. But then my...

Kim Bryan
Nov 4, 20193 min read


6 Months
My baby. My 4th baby. My LAST baby just turned 6 months old. I reflect on his life and the journey we have been on together as a family....

Kim Bryan
Oct 25, 20195 min read


CRPS By Susan H. Smith
I have a rare neurological disorder called CRPS, Complex Regional Pain Syndrome. Only 2,000,000 people around the world have it. So what...

Kim Bryan
Oct 22, 20195 min read


"Could You Put That Needle In My Neck, Please?"
I woke up this morning at 4:30am, fed the baby, put him back down, got dressed (fancy pajama style), tip toed out of the house, and got...

Kim Bryan
Oct 22, 20192 min read


The Light & The Effing Tunnel
Ok, people say it all the time. They see a light at the end of the tunnel. And I know first hand that even a pinhole of light can change...

Kim Bryan
Oct 9, 20196 min read


Wedding Guest Planning
My husband is in a wedding this weekend in Las Vegas. The thought that we get to be kidless in Vegas sounds like a dream! Insert: happy...

Kim Bryan
Oct 2, 20193 min read


Learning Life with Pain
I have learned to type instead of write. I have learned to voice type instead of hand type. I have learned to use my arms to carry things...

Kim Bryan
Sep 30, 20192 min read


Wait, What Was I Saying?
People with chronic pain have memory problems. Period. The disease or pain disorder itself could be the culprit, or the obnoxious amount...

Kim Bryan
Sep 27, 20193 min read
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